Two

Well, I couldn't jump right in right?


I'm in a relationship with someone I love very much.

(BIG ISSUE)
He and I just celebrated our 3rd anniversary. We aren't living together,and for some reason...there is always drama. Here's where I roll my eyes. Over those last 3 years we've been on again, off again more than a urinal in Madison Square Garden. We went off in August, and were back on by October. Only the last one was a biggie, and the fallout is......considerable. The story is messy, and not something I really want to rehash, suffice it to say we've kept our reuniting mostly to ourselves. His friends don't care for me, my friends don't care for him. His parents have a problem with me (that they refuse to address to my face) my parents have a problem with him (and refuse to forgive) And all the while everyone seems to be telling us we're wrong and shouldn't/don't/would be better off/ not being with each other.

I'm a confrontational person. If there is a problem, I'm not one one to skirt the issue. I say get it over and done with. Apparently I'm the only one. No one that has a problem with me will ever bring that problem to me! They put my boyfriend in the middle and fuck with his head, in the interest of looking out for him. I have to laugh, they're quick enough to shrug things off as his life and his choices, but that never stops them from judging me. I'd love to just call it....but don't for obvious reasons. (For his comfort and situation if it wasn't that obvious) And I could resign myself to the near future, moving out of state, actually moving in with him, and just making my life with him. But I feel like I'd rather have closure.